It’s October as I write this. I wanted to share something with you all that I’ve been experiencing the last few weeks.
I’ve mentioned on here my desire to learn to squirt. I love my wetness. I enjoy the feel of either humping a towel or rubbing my soaked thong, and I use my dildo without any lube except my own arousal. Taking that to the next level is something I really hope to accomplish, not to mention that I want to share the nectar of my body with my future husband someday, Lord willing.
Well, my masturbation sessions often start with using my fingers to rub and tease my clit and pussy, but as of late, my wrists get so tired! (That may also be due to inflammation in my joints.) Thus I’ve been doing more grinding, since it doesn’t involve my hands. I also love the feel of laying on my belly and gyrating my ass as I grind my naked pussy against a bunched-up towel; my butt is sensitive to movement and the bouncing flesh just turns me on so much.
Anyhow, for perhaps the last three or four sessions, I’ve been noticing that when I push my vaginal muscles outward (I think it’s called “bearing down”, like trying to urinate), a little gush of hot liquid leaks out. I’ve tried this many times before and nothing would happen.
My body is very tense. For example, it’s almost impossible for me to make myself pee, even if I really need to; those muscles have to relax and release it on their own.
But now I sense something changing deep within me. I’ve consistently been working up a sweat with delicious grinding, creating a slick warm spot on my towel, then bearing down and pushing out fluid.
It takes a minute or so between attempts, almost like it has to reset. I can’t do it and then immediately do it again. It also seems like I can only do it in this prone position, lying on my front, with my legs spread fairly wide. So far I haven’t been able to “reach” that same sensation of letting go while I’m on my back rubbing myself or using my dildo.
I also have no idea what this fluid is. From my research, it seems that there are three fluids a woman can secrete besides lubricating mucus: urine, female ejaculate, and squirt. I don’t fully understand the difference between the last two. This might be female ejaculate, since it isn’t coming out with any powerful stream, just a quick (but noticeable) hot leaking sensation.
I always finish masturbating with a moist patch on my towel, or a cream-streaked dildo, but now I think it’s more than that. Just a week ago, I pushed out a number of spurts of fluid, orgasmed, and then looked at the towel. There was a bigger-than-usual wet spot. It gave me a thrill, to be honest. Maybe I’m closer to unlocking more secrets that God has built into my body. I sure hope so!
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